bal79
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My Tagline:
Life is a struggle but i Love it.
My Interests:
Prayer, God, Angels, Movies, Music, Education, Current events, Health, Sports, Fitness, Caregiving, Dating, Dreams
My Favorite Books, Authors, Musicians, Movies, Preachers, TV shows, etc:
I am not much of reader and with all of the distractions going on in my life, i would be lucky if i even finish the first sentence. Movies i love classics like Mel Brook's Blazing saddles, The show shank Redemption Morgan Freeman & Tim Robinson. Music i love just about everything from R&B to country. tv shows.law and order, the riches, the travel channel and HGtv.
Who Inspires Me:
Two words my Mom.
My favorite spiritual activities:
Praying.
Who I'm praying for:
Me, my Dad Isaac Balinda, sister Florance Mirembe
What is your current spiritual mood?:
Broken
What's your spiritual type?:
Spiritual Dabbler - I'm open to spiritual matters but far from hooked.
About Me
Hi, i am a 28 year old male who two years ago was diagnosed with Kidney failure.It happened so fast that i did not have time to prepare for the adjustments that i would have to make in my life. and at that time i really did not know how much of a big deal it was. because i had never heard of kidney failure. call it ignorance or what ever you want. what would a 26 year old be concerned about as far as his health. call me naive but i have never smoked, did drugs or do anything out of the ordinarily. Drinking yes! but that does not mean for God to sentence me for a life time of questions.why me? what did i do to deserve this. because i don't think i am a horrible person. I don't want to seem like i am winning its just that the last two years have been hell and to make it even worse. none of my friends seem eager to get to know about the disease or to ask me about it or to ask me what i am going through . no one wants to be around me when i am down. Doing dialysis three time a weak is not easy, it takes a lot out me both emotionally and physically. i feel like my future has been altered. dont' get me i am a strong guy emotionally but there some days when the wind blow's i am just like a feather stuck on a tree brunch trying to hold on. guess what i'm looking for. if there is some one out there going through the same. or who have been there just to share a common ground. i knew growing up meant life would be tough but not this tough! can someone guide this lost soul.
My Basics
Location: framingham, ma, USA
Gender: Male
Occupation: CNA
Relationship Status: Single
Faiths:
Christian,
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Posted: May 9, 2008 12:22 AM
its about midnight right now and i just can't seem to fall a sleep so i decided to jot something down. all of sudden i'm feeling anxious... (more)
Posted: May 7, 2008 11:59 PM
I am not sure how this works, considering i have never talked about my feeling let alone shared them publicly. well about today as i have... (more)
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Have a terrific day! - October 23, 2008 - 01:41 PM