sazaj36
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My Interests:
Interfaith issues, History, Movies, Music, Books, Education, Current events, Weight loss, Fitness, Family, Parenting, Pets
My Favorite Books, Authors, Musicians, Movies, Preachers, TV shows, etc:
Stephen King and Dean Koontz are my favorite authors. I like all medical type shows(Greys Anatomy, ER), I love reading just about anything...especially about religious history.
Who Inspires Me:
My mom...she had a hard life and while all those who made her suffer are long dead...she's still here fighting to make a difference.
My favorite spiritual activities:
Meditation
What is your current spiritual mood?:
Skeptical
About Me
38 year old divorced american muslim from an arab "muslim". Rocky childhood...even rockier 20 year marriage....whatever time I have left I would just like to be able to relax and find someone I can trust and believe in. Always being afraid or in doubt is way too tiring and unproductive. I have always loved being a mom and now Im a single parent and its very hard work indeed...but I wouldnt change it for anything. About being a Muslim...somedays Im so strong in my faith I feel like I could take on the world and come out the clear winner...other times I feel like Im just a sham...going through the motions cause people are watching me. I try to balance the ego of the first with the shame of the second and find a middle ground to get me through most days. Insha Allah I will be rewarded for that constant daily struggle.
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transfer - July 15, 2008 - 08:43 PM
Hi sazaj36 cound you send me a personal bnet email with the name & town needed for the transfer? Thanks